Well I realized I haven't updated this in...a long time. Especially with artwork. That is mostly because...A. Don't have any time to do artwork. B. I don't think my artwork is very good at all...and C. Because, period. And that is that.

I am now in college, which is an interesting experience...ish?
I dunno. I never had that much of a high expectation of what college life would be. Plus the parental units *cough mother cough* aren't quite allowing me to freely enjoy my time. Whatever, issues.

I am probably making a bigger deal then I should be, but I feel the need to be allowed freedom to be insanely chaotic and get into trouble, lose a bunch of money, make mistakes, etc. for no reason other than to be able to say I did really. Well, I guess I could just go ahead and do that. Then again, maybe not such a good idea. Hehe, I've already fallen for the trap eh?

I think that people continue to fall for this, oh I'm all right path. When they're suffering so damn much, all the time. Lonliness. I feel it even from people who go off partying every night. It doesn't seem like they're depressed though, but I think that there is a persona of being in this new place and situation that can't really stop one from falling.

Maybe I am just a pessimistic moron, I dunno.

Sometimes I just want love, but I am too afraid and awkward. Or that is my excuse. Hey. I have a good excuse...
Right?